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I to you write – that pains? What can I tell still? Now, I know, in your will Contempt to punish me. But you, to my unfortunate share Though a drop of pity storing, You won't leave me. At first I wanted to be silent; Believe: my shame You wouldn't learn never, When I would have hope Though it is rare, though in a week of times In our village to see you, Only to hear your speeches, To you to say the word, and then All to think, think of one And day and night to a new meeting. But, speak, you is unsociable; In a solitude, in the village everything is boring for you, And we... anything we don't shine, Though to you also we are glad ingenuously.

Why you visited us? In a solitude of the forgotten settlement I never would know you, Wouldn't know bitter torture. Souls inexperienced excitements Having restrained over time (as the nobility? ) On heart I would find the friend, There would be a faithful wife And virtuous mother. Another! . No, to anybody on light I wouldn't give heart! That in vyshny is fated council... That will of the sky: I yours; All life washing I was pledge Appointments true with you; I know, you are sent me by god, To a coffin you are a keeper mine... You in dreams to me were, Hidden, you were lovely to me, Your wonderful look me wearied, In soul your voice was distributed Long ago... no, it was not the dream! You slightly entered, I in a moment learned, All was stupefied, flared And in thoughts I said: here it! Not truth? I heard you: You spoke with me in calm, When I poor helped Or by a prayer I charmed Melancholy of excited soul? And during this instant Whether you, lovely image, In transparent darkness I flashed, Priniknul silently to a headboard? Not you, with a joy and love, Hope words to me whispered? Who you are, whether my angel the keeper, Or artful tempter: My doubts resolve. Perhaps, this all empty, Deception of inexperienced soul! Also other is fated absolutely... But well! Destiny I wash From now on I hand over to you, Before you tears I pour, Your protection I beg... Imagine: I here one, Anybody doesn't understand me, My mind is exhausted, And silently I have to perish. I'm waiting for you: uniform look Hopes of heart recover, Or dream heavy перерви, Alas, the deserved reproach!

I finish! It is terrible to count... Shame and fear I fade... But me bail your honor, And safely to it myself I entrust...

I love you, nothing else to sayI have, but also know you maySurround me with your disdain.But condoling my pitty wayYou won’t abandon me alone.At first I wanted keep my senses,You wouldn’t hear what’s right, what’s wrong,If I had any expectanciesTo see you seldom, once a weekIn our lands, to give you a quick,Fond eye, to hear your voice and then,Then think about “Where?”, “When?”My dear, we will meet again.But people say that you’re reservedIn our solitude you’re bored,And we’re not brilliantly brightBut you are welcome days and nights.Why have you visited that nook?It was enough to have a lookAt you to feel my poor heartIn love, if we had stood apartMy feelings would have come to endAnd,I'd have met my future friend,Who, maybe, I won’t ever stand,But I'd be able to becomeA faithful wife and a kind mum.Another man? Oh no, I’ll never,I’ll never love another one!It was determined in heaven,And if you call me, I will comeTo you. For me you're only one,Who I’ve been waiting all my life.I know exactly you’re my Sun,Which saves me from all the strikes.I saw you even in my dreams,You won my heart without seeingYour queer stare took my being,Your voice in soul was like screamThat time -No, I was not asleep!I’ve noticed you’re to it concerningI was astonished, was I burning,How I was dreaming of friendship!I’ve heard you, dear, did you see?How calm it was to speak to me,When I was helping poor menOr praying, were you near thenTo make my soul just to beIn peace, this moment, precious sight,You was the only man who mightAppear in the limpid nightBefore my hoping face inclining.Were not that you who shed in lovingTimbre hopeful light?Can you pretend to save from evilMy innocence or you are devil?My world was deeply got upset,But maybe it is self-deceptionOf soul lulled with loving thread?And there won’t be any action…But I decided – I am yoursWith tears asking for protectionWithout you around the earthThere’s only lonely direction.No one of people round mineCan matter out what possessesMy pour flagging crazy mindTossing in agony of death. I wait for you and our dateWhich’ll be conclusive for my fate.It’s over! I became so pale,I falter with a scaring heartBut till your honor is my bail