I signed up for the adult newspaper. I like to masturbate at her, looking at naked, pumped up men. Upon completion, I imagine how their sweaty bodies smell and lick all the sperm from the newspaper. Lying in euphoria, I imagine how he penetrates me with his huge and elastic cock. I'm gay, but I'm ashamed to tell my parents and friends about this. Sometimes I imagine my grandfather taking possession of me from behind. But life is much more boring than what I see in my favorite newspaper. I am a beggar, so I use my newspaper as toilet paper. I am pleased to feel the remnants of sperm on the newspaper, which I wipe my anus and enjoy it. Sometimes I feel a little sorry that I cannot leave my newspapers in the collection.